Musings from the brink

Destination Unknown

At the urging of a dear friend (you know who you are), I broke down and called my “second mother.” I can’t think of what else to call her, but she was my mother’s closest friend and I have…



loveyourchaos:

confettiandballoons:

Ohai happy explosion.


about : ihatethismess

ihatethismess:

zoedoom:

ihatethismess:

zoedoom:

ihatethismess:

  1. I want to cuddle and watch the history.
  2. I’m feminist
  3. I’m antiracist
  4. Currently addicted to tumblr
  5. I love psychology
  6. I love  history
  7. I love poetry and write sappy love poems
  8. I just want to be loved.
  9. I feel connected to people when I touch them, I am very touchy feely.
  10. I’m an ENFP.
  11. I really love rock music
  12. I love personality more than looks
  13. I love nerds
  14. I’m 15
  15. I’m a Sagittarius
  16. My friends call me weird…all time! I cant deny it.
  17. I fall in love easily
  18. I’m random, like really random
  19. I have a twin
  20. I’m Haitian
  21. Because I can’t speak creole I feel like this makes me less of Haitian, this makes me very sad.
  22. I get sad easily.
  23. I can fake a smile pretty well.
  24. Mr.Klassner called me manipulative one day and I diagreed at first. I guess I kinda am =/.
  25. I love tattoos
  26. I love piercings
  27. I feel uneasy when I get compliments. I feel like you’re giving me unrealistic expectations.
  28. I sometimes feel under appreciated.
  29. I like baking and cooking.
  30. I picked the name ihatethismess on tumblr because I had a really emo day. I’m to lazy to change it and I dont want to mess up my links.
  31. I make alot of typos, my whole life is typo.
  32. I’m prone to make alot of emo post.
  33. I can never finish a story.
  34. I say dude when I’m shocked, angry, and laughing.
  35. I like say like so many times I even write it out.
  36. I wish I knew everything about feminism, anti racism, and intersectionality in general.
  37. I get jealous, like easily.
  38. As of right now 2:13 November 7th, I should be happy for my friend but I’m not because I’m still not in a relationship.
  39. This post is for my about me section my tumblr.
  40. I feel beter now about being lonely
  41. Nope I lied.
  42. I’m afraid I’ll never find a guy that likes feminism…that’s 15.
  43. This post isn’t done yet.

Didn’t know you were Haitian! I’m half-Haitian. Can’t speak Creole or French, either.

Reason everyone calls me oreo. =/. besides liking metallica and the way i talk

Yeah, I got called “Oreo” a lot while growing up, too. Also, I talk like a Valley Girl and like punk rock. And I grew up in Texas. :P

whats a haitian doing in texas? lol.

Oh, yeah, you’re in Florida. That actually makes sense! I moved around a lot. My Haitian relatives are all in California, which makes no sense either. No idea why Texas. Totally random :)

Via Jane Doe #225

about : ihatethismess

ihatethismess:

zoedoom:

ihatethismess:

  1. I want to cuddle and watch the history.
  2. I’m feminist
  3. I’m antiracist
  4. Currently addicted to tumblr
  5. I love psychology
  6. I love  history
  7. I love poetry and write sappy love poems
  8. I just want to be loved.
  9. I feel connected to people when I touch them, I am very touchy feely.
  10. I’m an ENFP.
  11. I really love rock music
  12. I love personality more than looks
  13. I love nerds
  14. I’m 15
  15. I’m a Sagittarius
  16. My friends call me weird…all time! I cant deny it.
  17. I fall in love easily
  18. I’m random, like really random
  19. I have a twin
  20. I’m Haitian
  21. Because I can’t speak creole I feel like this makes me less of Haitian, this makes me very sad.
  22. I get sad easily.
  23. I can fake a smile pretty well.
  24. Mr.Klassner called me manipulative one day and I diagreed at first. I guess I kinda am =/.
  25. I love tattoos
  26. I love piercings
  27. I feel uneasy when I get compliments. I feel like you’re giving me unrealistic expectations.
  28. I sometimes feel under appreciated.
  29. I like baking and cooking.
  30. I picked the name ihatethismess on tumblr because I had a really emo day. I’m to lazy to change it and I dont want to mess up my links.
  31. I make alot of typos, my whole life is typo.
  32. I’m prone to make alot of emo post.
  33. I can never finish a story.
  34. I say dude when I’m shocked, angry, and laughing.
  35. I like say like so many times I even write it out.
  36. I wish I knew everything about feminism, anti racism, and intersectionality in general.
  37. I get jealous, like easily.
  38. As of right now 2:13 November 7th, I should be happy for my friend but I’m not because I’m still not in a relationship.
  39. This post is for my about me section my tumblr.
  40. I feel beter now about being lonely
  41. Nope I lied.
  42. I’m afraid I’ll never find a guy that likes feminism…that’s 15.
  43. This post isn’t done yet.

Didn’t know you were Haitian! I’m half-Haitian. Can’t speak Creole or French, either.

Reason everyone calls me oreo. =/. besides liking metallica and the way i talk

Yeah, I got called “Oreo” a lot while growing up, too. Also, I talk like a Valley Girl and like punk rock. And I grew up in Texas. :P

Via Jane Doe #225

about : ihatethismess

ihatethismess:

  1. I want to cuddle and watch the history.
  2. I’m feminist
  3. I’m antiracist
  4. Currently addicted to tumblr
  5. I love psychology
  6. I love  history
  7. I love poetry and write sappy love poems
  8. I just want to be loved.
  9. I feel connected to people when I touch them, I am very touchy feely.
  10. I’m an ENFP.
  11. I really love rock music
  12. I love personality more than looks
  13. I love nerds
  14. I’m 15
  15. I’m a Sagittarius
  16. My friends call me weird…all time! I cant deny it.
  17. I fall in love easily
  18. I’m random, like really random
  19. I have a twin
  20. I’m Haitian
  21. Because I can’t speak creole I feel like this makes me less of Haitian, this makes me very sad.
  22. I get sad easily.
  23. I can fake a smile pretty well.
  24. Mr.Klassner called me manipulative one day and I diagreed at first. I guess I kinda am =/.
  25. I love tattoos
  26. I love piercings
  27. I feel uneasy when I get compliments. I feel like you’re giving me unrealistic expectations.
  28. I sometimes feel under appreciated.
  29. I like baking and cooking.
  30. I picked the name ihatethismess on tumblr because I had a really emo day. I’m to lazy to change it and I dont want to mess up my links.
  31. I make alot of typos, my whole life is typo.
  32. I’m prone to make alot of emo post.
  33. I can never finish a story.
  34. I say dude when I’m shocked, angry, and laughing.
  35. I like say like so many times I even write it out.
  36. I wish I knew everything about feminism, anti racism, and intersectionality in general.
  37. I get jealous, like easily.
  38. As of right now 2:13 November 7th, I should be happy for my friend but I’m not because I’m still not in a relationship.
  39. This post is for my about me section my tumblr.
  40. I feel beter now about being lonely
  41. Nope I lied.
  42. I’m afraid I’ll never find a guy that likes feminism…that’s 15.
  43. This post isn’t done yet.

Didn’t know you were Haitian! I’m half-Haitian. Can’t speak Creole or French, either.

Via Jane Doe #225



fuckyeahtesla:

Nikola Tesla holding in his hands balls of flame.

According to legend, Tesla was born precisely at midnight during an electrical storm, to a Serbian family in his village. That’s the stuff legends are made of. It’s like quite a few American Presidents in the early days of the Republic dying on the 4th of July, which is the American Independence Day.

I just made fuckyeahtesla for my Nikola Tesla wankings. mrhrhrhrhr






Frustrating

I’m slightly annoyed that nearly all the transitional housing programs for women facing homelessness are for recovering drug addicts and ex-convicts. I don’t mean to judge those women for their past, but doesn’t it say a lot about me that I’ve managed to screw up my life this much without either drugs or crime?


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Artist: Bangs

Song: I Want More






Commence Freakout


There was more knocking at my door. I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Then there was knocking at my neighbor’s door. They did answer.

There was a lot of talking, and I didn’t hear it all….




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